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I said no. Dio and Gordon didn't believe me, they kept asking if i was sure and they emphasized that it was TRUTH or Dare. At that point of time, i just kept saying no. I really wasn't lying. But their persistent are-you-sure questions made me confused again. A few days/weeks ago, i told myself that i shall not like him anymore. Claire knows, i told her the same thing. It feels like i don't like him anymore, cos i never harbour any thoughts of getting back with him someday. But at the same time, i know he has this special place in my heart. Its reallyreally small, so small i feel like i can just neglect it. But its still big enough for me to know its there. It feels like i am finally getting over him, its like i don't really bother about him anymore. But i know, deep down, i still have this hope that we'd be friends. I don't want us to be like that, total strangers. We don't even say hi to each other. Its horrible. I hate how relationships ruin friendships. I shall not think about him or related stuffs, its not the time to. O'levels this year. Prelims are in about 4 weeks, and i'm pretty much screwed cos so far all i've revised is Physics chapter 1 (that simple topic of unit measurement) and Chem Kinetic Particle Theory. Thats it. Just praying real hard that i'll stop procrastinating anymore and manage my time well so i have more time to revise. I need to do well. P.S 400th post, yayyyy (x
Yaaaaay! Okay i don't see any reason why i should be celebrating. Well anyway. Prelim 1 is in 6 weeks' time. I feel panicky, but i really don't feel like mugging . It just feels too early. I know if i don't start soon i'll just flunk my prelims, but i just can't motivate myself to start studying. And its studying from scratch, which is worse. Its not like common test, whereby you just study certain chapters of a subject. What am i saying. Obviously prelims can't be compared with common tests omgosh -_- Jiawei said he's gonna start studying tomorrow onwards. Maybe i should do the same. IF i cann get myself to ._. I have to study, do homework, AND housework. Will i be able to cope? Or will i just die there? I don't know. Guess i'll just have to give it a shot. |