welcome, yo.
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Hi there. The name's CHERYL. Was in Pasir Ris Primary, St. Hilda's Secondary and Temasek Polytechnic's Veterinary Technology, currently in Nanyang Technological University's Biological Sciences. A '96 baby getting older every year on 26th May. Started this blog when i was Primary 5, and i refuse to delete it cos it holds all my memories, both good and bad. (: |
Data plan!
Sunday 26 June 2011 @ 11:07
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And:
LAST DAY OF HOLIDAYS, SHITTTT.
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iPhone.
Saturday 25 June 2011 @ 00:06
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Sony Ericsson W995 phone crashed on my a few weeks ago.
and now i'm stuck with iPhone which has been giving me probs >_<
First was the iTunes shit. So mafan. So selfish some more, cannot bluetooth to other people the songs/photos. ):
Next is the freakin bill. My mum off-ed my 3G thingy, so by right if i try accessing internet without Wifi, i can't use it.
But apparently even when i don't use my FB app, its using up data. Just withing 4 days or so, my data is alr $185 . -.-
In the end , dad help me get data plan, lol.
Oh well okay bye. :D
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Sigh >_>
Monday 13 June 2011 @ 00:49
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Guess she had bad yet good points..sigh and you love her so much that when she hurt you, you didn't do anything.
Now i feel so guilty of trying to break you two up, i was so stupid...i shouldn't have done anything...
And ever since you two were okay, you've been talking differently to me alr..i hate that feeling.
It really sucks /; i don't even feel like talking to you anymore, i just wanna..leave you to her. And wish you two all the best, last long, and...just forget me.
Just let me disappear from your life.
I'm just your disaster, the one who does no good to your life.
Forgive me, forget me.
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Why ? /:
Friday 10 June 2011 @ 22:33
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But somehow i feel...i just feel wrong.
I feel happy, yet not happy.
I'm happy cos he's happy now, and they look just so perfect in that photo.
But i'm not happy, cos...i'm afraid that she'll go all crazy again then will hurt him yet again..
Why?
Do relationships stay longer when it gets strained?
Do relationships stay longer with girls who give so much problems, rather than girls who are just sweet and caring ?
I don't get it.
As we all get older, love just gets more complicating.
All i can say is, i hope for the best for the two of you.
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Back from Council Camp.
Friday 3 June 2011 @ 14:54
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But "A" was like, super upset throughout the 3 days 2 nights of camp lor...because of her again -.- Seriously, she is so damn unreasonable.
Where got people know their boyfriend got camp then keep calling, then he never answer then she answer de?! Obviously cannot answer, cos in front of teacher what. -.-
And, promises also made like just the day before, then next day scold him for not keeping a promise that was never made? Please la, the promise wasn't that okay. Its not his fault, stop making him emo /:
But the camp also made me realise...i am of no help to him, despite talking to him every night..
I realised that when he's around "T" , he seems more cheerful when she tells him to cheer up. On the second night, when the promise incident happened, he looked for "S" , not me . And it seems like "S" talked more sense, told him things i'd never think of telling him.
Idk what am i to him, he says i'm his best friend but it doesn't seem so...
Is he giving me false hope? I feel so upset...its like, having an one and only friend who said you were his best friend, but doesn't even approach you when he's upset..
It feels like i have no friends at all now. I know he's still friendly to me and all, but....idk, idk why am i feeling this way. I really feel like telling him, "I think next time when you're upset, you can text "S". Cos i'm of no help to you, sorry.." but of course i wouldn't, cos what if that makes him sad? I wouldn't want him to emo..
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"B" also. Got into trouble with "S2" for sneaking out in the middle of the night. I'm worried for the both of them, of course. Cos one is my good friend, one is my.....yeah.
Heard that it was taken as a serious case...If B gets caning, S2 would get suspension from school for awhile...and if not, BETA form. Sigh...
I should have stopped her, i was just sleeping beside her....why didn't I say no? All i said was, "If you're going out, count me out. I don't wanna risk myself getting into trouble."
But i didn't tell her not to go. Its all my fault, what kind of PDS Head am I ?? I don't even know how to discipline my fellow councillors, my friends...
Just..hoping for the best.