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Kakak left :'(
Sunday, 19 February 2012 @ 11:54
Just came home from the airport..
Kakak just left. She's leaving for good, probably only coming back after two years when my bro goes for NS.

I was so upset, i cried in the airport. :'( She cried too..
Actually ever since Janurary (when she first said that she was gonna leave), i've been silently crying. Everytime i thought of her leaving, tears would start welling up in my eyes. But i'd control. I'd either control, or just go toilet and wash my face.
Only yesterday night, when i got into bed, and saw her lying down (she wasn't asleep yet), i thought, this would be the last time she's gonna sleep beside me..then i started crying again. She heard my loud sniffs, and knew i was crying. While trying to comfort me, she herself cried.

Sigh, 16 years of taking care of me, taking care of the family, and now she's leaving. Of course i'd cry. She's like a second mummy to me.

Tbh, i'm starting to tear up while typing this alr haha.


Just hope i wouldn't randomly think of her during school hours and start breaking down in school. Gonna be really embarrassing...I need to constantly do stuffs to get those thoughts out of my mind.

2 years...i will wait for you Kakak. :') Must keep in contact, okay? (:

I love you <3
Gordon's blog is gone ):
Wednesday, 15 February 2012 @ 22:29
Nooooooooo Gordon deleted his blog ): Now the only existing Aviary blog is mine, sigh. 


#foreveralone 

5th Feb.
Sunday, 5 February 2012 @ 13:48
Today's the 5th of February. 3 years ago, i was just this lil kid who had no one else in her mind except -bleep- . It started off so well, but then ended soon on 23rd April. However, this lil kid didn't give up. This lil kid still feels the same now. But -bleep- doesn't even know. -bleep- even ignores this lil kid.

Sigh i don't understand why this can go on for so long. I don't even know when it'll end. It will, for sure, but i just don't know when. And i know it would end for sure, cos its just one-sided. And i'm 99% sure -bleep- doesn't feel the same way i do. Cos if he feels the same way i do, he wouldn't have ignored me. Oh well.

On a brighter note, its International Kissing Nutella Day!(: okay actually its International Kissing Day and World Nutella Day , but i thought putting them together would be kinda funny. So yeah happy both celebrations everyone!

Now on a sad note again.. School's giving us remedials all at one go. Which means we're gonna stay back almost everyday. Lets see...
Monday - English.
Tuesday - Choir.
Wednesday - Chinese.
Thursday - Elect Geog and SS(luckily i'm not down for this cos Mrs Tan's good enough), alternating Thursdays.
Friday - Choir.

I forgot where Science remedial fits in, oops.

See how great Sec 4 life is? Juniors out there, don't mock me. Cos you'll be experience all these someday.

Still looking for a female Amath private tutor. Hopefully can find one.

P.S 2 weeks till my kakak leaves me... Sigh :'(