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Hi there. The name's CHERYL. Was in Pasir Ris Primary, St. Hilda's Secondary and Temasek Polytechnic's Veterinary Technology, currently in Nanyang Technological University's Biological Sciences. A '96 baby getting older every year on 26th May. Started this blog when i was Primary 5, and i refuse to delete it cos it holds all my memories, both good and bad. (: |
Mind filled with so many thoughts..
Sunday, 15 January 2012 @ 15:33
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I'm at a loss, i don't know what to do. I keep thinking about it, like what i should do, when should i do...
I have no one to talk to about this. Even if i have someone, i don't know how to put all my feelings and thoughts into words. When i say it out, it sounds like some simple problem that i could have fixed on my own. But when i'm actually on my own, i have no idea what to do...
What should i do? My blog seems to be the only listener now.
No one reads this blog. No one visits it, except for those tagboard advertisers. Its like, talking to a wall.
But surprisingly, talking to this "wall" seems so much better than talking to my friends.
Why?
I really want to talk to my friends about this. But, who would listen to all these crap? My friends are all those who don't give a shit about relationships. They're those who are free. Free from all these problems . So if i confide in them, i guess they'd just feel like its a shitty thing to hear. Maybe talking to them about things they don't bother about makes them annoyed.
I really don't know who i can talk to. Definitely not the online counsellor our school introduced to us this year. I wouldn't want to tell such secrets so some stranger online .