Profile Tagboard Archives Affiliates Extra







welcome, yo.
I don't know how you managed to stumble upon this blog, but yeah hello anyway. Feel free to explore and leave a tag, even though i know my tagboard's filled with nothing but adverts now. /:
CHERYL♥AVIARY;
blogger counter
Back from Council Camp.
Friday, 3 June 2011 @ 14:54
Just came back from council camp, was fun yet not fun lahs hehh. Shan't talk about it, nothing to talk about. >_>

But "A" was like, super upset throughout the 3 days 2 nights of camp lor...because of her again -.- Seriously, she is so damn unreasonable.

Where got people know their boyfriend got camp then keep calling, then he never answer then she answer de?! Obviously cannot answer, cos in front of teacher what. -.-

And, promises also made like just the day before, then next day scold him for not keeping a promise that was never made? Please la, the promise wasn't that okay. Its not his fault, stop making him emo /:



But the camp also made me realise...i am of no help to him, despite talking to him every night..
I realised that when he's around "T" , he seems more cheerful when she tells him to cheer up. On the second night, when the promise incident happened, he looked for "S" , not me . And it seems like "S" talked more sense, told him things i'd never think of telling him.

Idk what am i to him, he says i'm his best friend but it doesn't seem so...
Is he giving me false hope? I feel so upset...its like, having an one and only friend who said you were his best friend, but doesn't even approach you when he's upset..

It feels like i have no friends at all now. I know he's still friendly to me and all, but....idk, idk why am i feeling this way. I really feel like telling him, "I think next time when you're upset, you can text "S". Cos i'm of no help to you, sorry.." but of course i wouldn't, cos what if that makes him sad? I wouldn't want him to emo..

----------------------------------------

"B" also. Got into trouble with "S2" for sneaking out in the middle of the night. I'm worried for the both of them, of course. Cos one is my good friend, one is my.....yeah.

Heard that it was taken as a serious case...If B gets caning, S2 would get suspension from school for awhile...and if not, BETA form. Sigh...

I should have stopped her, i was just sleeping beside her....why didn't I say no? All i said was, "If you're going out, count me out. I don't wanna risk myself getting into trouble."

But i didn't tell her not to go. Its all my fault, what kind of PDS Head am I ?? I don't even know how to discipline my fellow councillors, my friends...


Just..hoping for the best.