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Hi there. The name's CHERYL. Was in Pasir Ris Primary, St. Hilda's Secondary and Temasek Polytechnic's Veterinary Technology, currently in Nanyang Technological University's Biological Sciences. A '96 baby getting older every year on 26th May. Started this blog when i was Primary 5, and i refuse to delete it cos it holds all my memories, both good and bad. (: |
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Tuesday, 12 February 2013 @ 17:05
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She had to go by cesarean delivery (idk if i got that right) though, because the doctor said her blood pressure was getting too high. Which led to high medical fees. It all added up to about $1000+ SGD, which she couldn't afford. So ite, mummy sent money to her to help her pay for the bill. Goodness, can't imagine how tough it is for her ): But at least both mother and baby are safe. Thank god. Oh and apart from that sum of money, we also sent another $750 to her as ang pao money for Chinese New Year! (x Mummy and daddy gave her $500, auntie Sandy gave $150, auntie Lee Moi gave $50, kor gave $30 and i gave $20. I feel so happy cos now she has extra money to buy clothes and stuff for her baby. :D
Anyway. The posting results are out! On the 31st January, actually. And guess what?
I GOT MY VETERINARY TECHNOLOGY IN TEMASEK POLY!
Freaking awesome. Even though i still have this slight fear that i won't like my course, or i won't do well enough to qualify for university OR won't do well enough in university to become a vet. And i don't know my pathway well either, like what universities i can go to, the cost of it, what's the path AFTER university. All my friends seem like they've done so much research on their own course. They know everything, what they're gonna expect, their future pathway and stuff. Me? I only know that i'm in a vet course and i'm gonna learn about animals. That's all.
Oh well. I just hope that i'll do well in poly, get a score high enough to qualify for NUS, or else i'd probably go overseas which is gonna cost a bomb so idek whether i can afford it..and then i'll see how it goes.
On a side note, i don't understand what is wrong with me. Idk if it's ignorance or stupidity that i always 看错人. I thought he was a really good person. And i thought i liked him (i always seem to think i like a person if he makes me laugh alot and stuff. I need to wake up ugh). But just when i realise that i don't actually like him, all the bad things about him starts surfacing and i realise how cunning he actually may be. And then i start thanking god that i don't actually like him. I hope he forgets about me though, i'd still feel guilty if he still likes me after returning from Sydney which is around July/August. Psh he says he still likes me but recently he doesn't text me that often anymore. I'm beginning to wonder if he really does like me. But what does he gain from lying to me?
Ah whatever. I really shouldn't think about all these relationships stuff. I should just focus on my studies, like what Kevin said. Maybe i'm afraid of getting into another relationship because i've been getting into wrong ones through my secondary school life. But i don't care, i really think if i ever like someone in poly, i should just let it be that way and not let it grow. Control till i'm done studying. Or at least until poly's over.
Easier said than done...who knows maybe a few months later there'll be another blog post saying i've got a new boyfriend.. Lol i'll slap myself if it really happens.
Cheryl, you should wake up and stop thinking about getting a boyfriend cos it's pointless now since you can't even determine whether you really like a person or not so you should just focus on VET. POLY. ANIMALS. UNIVERSITY. And friends. :D
Oh speaking of friends, i heard from Dio that you probably won't get to have real close friends in poly because everyone befriends you just to be able to get their project work done. And there's something like you'll keep changing classes every idk when (see i told you i'm totally clueless about the poly system and everything) so you may not stay with the same friends throughout. So i'm kiiiinda scared, cos there's no one i can cling on to...but i do hope that my classmates are friendly and approachable . AND i should constantly remind myself to be more sociable.
Really hope to meet up with Aviary at least once a month, even though i predict it wouldn't be that easy. Oh and i still want to meet up w my primary school friends as well! I hope to. (: I miss all of them.
For now, i still get to see Manqin and Sandra often due to work so yay. Manqin says she'll probably stop working two weeks before school starts so that she can start revising in preparation for poly. I'm wondering if i should do that too..but will i really make full use of my two weeks? Is two weeks too long? Guess i'll just think about that again in March..